Tuesday, September 12, 2006
ALL LOST!!!
De PooRfeSSionER...
U know there are moments when 1 is so lost that we cant help but feel empty, in the sense that we cant do nuts abt what has or is abt to happen.
Tmr is the release of the outcome of the war between paper, brains cells, and pen. I must admit I have lost 1/2 of the battle already. Y? my confident is not there at all... felt so empty. I cant stay in the sch anymore. not that i dont like the school but given my age I feel that is time to step out of it... i really wanna GET OUT!!!
If any 1 were to throw this Q of ' are u a student?' think my answer will be: YES but it is the worse thing that has happen to me. ALL i can think of in the sch term is how am i going to pass another day??? if poly were to have automotive... thats the Diff story liao... REAL diff!!! come on la...... when we were abt to enrole into the new SCH, such things always flyout from no where, we will provide u with the courses that u are looking for!!! what rubbish! if the course is abit unmarketble will they even be bother to give it the second look?
Worse still, people out there have the mind set that 1 has to be from a Uni only that will he/she be a useful person... But have they ever think of this, all people have their own area where they can succeed and live on with their life... are all student enjoying what they are doing???? NOPE!!! ya i am 1 of them.
Well for pass weeks i have done nothing much so little that none is worth mentioning. IT fair job didnt turn out the way i wanted it to. payment of school fees was MESS + HELL!!! I only hope that thing can turn out in my favour once just onces for this month thats all i ask for....
Pls!!!
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REsuperG_13B-REW's memories written9/12/2006